Catching up

It has been a month and a half since I have blogged...as usual in my life, I have had a lot going on. Only this time I don't really feel like going into the process of it all. I'm at a place of peace, and I'm enjoying it.

To summarize a few of the highlights of things I've discovered:

1. I have given my desire to have children to God. I'm okay with not ever having children on earth if that is His will for my life. I know that my life will still be great, and I will still be complete. I have children in heaven - one day I will be with them. That is enough for me.
2. Life is an adventure, and I find great joy in living out this adventure with Chuck, the love of my life!
3. I am a valuable gift. I was created by the greatest Love I have ever known. I have nothing to prove - I can't gain value - I can't get rid of value. I was created with value, and just because I haven't always and probably never will be received with value by some doesn't mean that I'm not valuable.
4. I will never be alone. I will always have someone to count on. I will never be forsaken. I will always be cherished. The lack of believing this has been an evil root in my life - thank God for receiving truth!

Life is good - I am ready for the rest of my journey!